#death

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I post and talk about John a lot.  I post our old pictures, videos, and memories pretty much everyday.  The internet and daily conversations with friends are the only place outside where our relationship gets to live and breath and play an active part of my life
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A few well meaning people have said that “as time goes on” I will probably find myself doing this less and less as “naturally” I will eventually have more in my life to discuss other than his loss
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To me... that sounds awfully condescending •
The thing is my life HAS moved forward in the last few months than the majority of my grief-adjacent friends... i’ve made a ton of new friendships, have involved myself in community support groups, reached out to help others who are earlier on in their grief journeys... and, oh yeah, traveled and seen more new countries and cities than many people see in a decade
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I am moving forward.  Life has moved away from his loss.  And I want to talk about John more, not less, because he IS the reason I have all this “newness” in my life
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I am not stuck in the past.  I am more so in the present than I have ever been because of the past, so I choose to honor it, honor him, and celebrate us
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#griefjourney #soulmates #soulmatesneverdie #loveneverfails #love #loveprotects #militaryloss #widowhood #loss #grieftips #selfhelp #selfcare #mentalhealth #depression #counseling #griefsupport #partnerloss #taps #grief #griefsucks #hotyoungwidowsclub #datingafterloss #missingman #airforce #airforcewife #death #milspouse

I post and talk about John a lot. I post our old pictures, videos, and memories pretty much everyday. The internet and daily conversations with friends are the only place outside where our relationship gets to live and breath and play an active part of my life • A few well meaning people have said that “as time goes on” I will probably find myself doing this less and less as “naturally” I will eventually have more in my life to discuss other than his loss • To me... that sounds awfully condescending • The thing is my life HAS moved forward in the last few months than the majority of my grief-adjacent friends... i’ve made a ton of new friendships, have involved myself in community support groups, reached out to help others who are earlier on in their grief journeys... and, oh yeah, traveled and seen more new countries and cities than many people see in a decade • I am moving forward. Life has moved away from his loss. And I want to talk about John more, not less, because he IS the reason I have all this “newness” in my life • I am not stuck in the past. I am more so in the present than I have ever been because of the past, so I choose to honor it, honor him, and celebrate us • #griefjourney #soulmates #soulmatesneverdie #loveneverfails #love #loveprotects #militaryloss #widowhood #loss #grieftips #selfhelp #selfcare #mentalhealth #depression #counseling #griefsupport #partnerloss #taps #grief #griefsucks #hotyoungwidowsclub #datingafterloss #missingman #airforce #airforcewife #death #milspouse


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#alonely #death is better than life 👅💔😍☹️.’

#alonely #death is better than life 👅💔😍☹️.’


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What is this lonely ship? Where does it go?And how does it swim? 
#think #earth #sea #space #photography #photo #mrdiamond #art #wonder #questioning #life #death #doomsday

What is this lonely ship? Where does it go?And how does it swim? #think #earth #sea #space #photography #photo #mrdiamond #art #wonder #questioning #life #death #doomsday


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Dwie wersje Ofelii wykonanej szablonem
(eng. Teo versions of Ophelia made with template)

#template #art #graphic #ophelia #shakespeare #theatre #illustration #flowers #death #water #szablon #ilustracja #szekspir #teatr #grafika

Dwie wersje Ofelii wykonanej szablonem (eng. Teo versions of Ophelia made with template) #template #art #graphic #ophelia #shakespeare #theatre #illustration #flowers #death #water #szablon #ilustracja #szekspir #teatr #grafika


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My buddy just sent me this! Haha! My 2nd band “ONKT” circa 2002! Freshman year of high school the boys and I joined forces to create a melodic progressive metal band which soon turned into aggressive death metal and name change - CYANIDE BAPTISM! This was the 1st song we wrote together- “the song” it had a very much Iron Maiden feel to it! I also start it off with a MAH-GAYHEE-YEAHHH, the wood shop teachers name Mr. Magahee. 😂 I’m dying from this. Thanks @blastsmith_444 for the memories! #onkt #highschool #metal #band #ironmaiden #death #inpired #cyanidebaptism #begining #drummer #sicksicksick

My buddy just sent me this! Haha! My 2nd band “ONKT” circa 2002! Freshman year of high school the boys and I joined forces to create a melodic progressive metal band which soon turned into aggressive death metal and name change - CYANIDE BAPTISM! This was the 1st song we wrote together- “the song” it had a very much Iron Maiden feel to it! I also start it off with a MAH-GAYHEE-YEAHHH, the wood shop teachers name Mr. Magahee. 😂 I’m dying from this. Thanks @blastsmith_444 for the memories! #onkt #highschool #metal #band #ironmaiden #death #inpired #cyanidebaptism #begining #drummer #sicksicksick


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Kiedy wygladasz dobrze ale nie lubisz swojej skory #relatable #death

Kiedy wygladasz dobrze ale nie lubisz swojej skory #relatable #death


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[yesterday.] DEATH STRANDING. did you see the previews. its my favorite game. now i have to buy a fucking Playstation IV just to play it. Fuck. worth it.
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#DEATH. #DEATHSTRANDING. ANTI-DEATH. #DISTORTION. #ART. #HIDEOKOJIMA. #CALLIGRAPHY. #LINE. #ABSTRACTION. #BLACK. #FASHION. #モダンアート。#CULT. #CULTURE. #STYLE. #FRAGRANCE. #ABSTRACTEXPRESSIONISM. #MODERNISM. #FINEART. MUZK. ⬛️⬛️⬛️

[yesterday.] DEATH STRANDING. did you see the previews. its my favorite game. now i have to buy a fucking Playstation IV just to play it. Fuck. worth it. . . . . [死。] . . . . . . #DEATH. #DEATHSTRANDING. ANTI-DEATH. #DISTORTION. #ART. #HIDEOKOJIMA. #CALLIGRAPHY. #LINE. #ABSTRACTION. #BLACK. #FASHION. #モダンアート。 #CULT. #CULTURE. #STYLE. #FRAGRANCE. #ABSTRACTEXPRESSIONISM. #MODERNISM. #FINEART. MUZK. ⬛️⬛️⬛️


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El Gran Viaje... ¡Créditos a @jano.acuna por la imagen tan rifada! https://open.spotify.com/track/0ELleLI4CXzVthyudS3gJU?si=u8mbkOP_QpuVrLncJxPDrA
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#rock #guitar #indie #musician #death #muerte

El Gran Viaje... ¡Créditos a @jano.acuna por la imagen tan rifada! https://open.spotify.com/track/0ELleLI4CXzVthyudS3gJU?si=u8mbkOP_QpuVrLncJxPDrA . . . . #rock #guitar #indie #musician #death #muerte


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perception 👁 ✨🐍

perception 👁 ✨🐍


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Summer is almost over thank fucking god. But until then don’t forget to keep your beer cold with a sweet @weareresistor beer koozie available in our bigcartel (link in the bio) #weareresistor 📸 @waste039 
#deathmetal #metal #blackmetal #metalhead #heavymetal #thrashmetal #deathcore #music #metalcore #rock #metalmusic #metalband #grindcore #guitar #metalheads #tunelowplayslow #oldschooldeathmetal #hardcore #melodicdeathmetal #extrememetal #headbanger #brutaldeathmetal #doommetal #death #beer

Summer is almost over thank fucking god. But until then don’t forget to keep your beer cold with a sweet @weareresistor beer koozie available in our bigcartel (link in the bio) #weareresistor 📸 @waste039 #deathmetal #metal #blackmetal #metalhead #heavymetal #thrashmetal #deathcore #music #metalcore #rock #metalmusic #metalband #grindcore #guitar #metalheads #tunelowplayslow #oldschooldeathmetal #hardcore #melodicdeathmetal #extrememetal #headbanger #brutaldeathmetal #doommetal #death #beer


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🎵Babe, I want your love
Babe, I want your love
Hold me now, I just can't get enough 🎶
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|Sarai
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Parecerias: 
@comentariootaku 
@bulmania_ 
@enquetes_de_animes 
@nagato_senpao
@tobiramacoach 
@erza_indelicada 
@yami_.senpai
@_otakuh_
@passou.no.anime
@b4ka_0tome
@tia_tsunade
@_otomezinhaa 
@momento_otaku.br
@haize_oz 
@jovemmelancolico 
@animefrasex
@kira_nordestino
@animes_touya_ofc
.  Nos sigam e indiquem a página: @saraianimes . ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• .
{Tags}
#saraianimes #animesanalises #kirishimaninja #clubee_otaku #aliançaotaku #kurokumosensei #bulmania #erzaindelicada #otakulunadisney #sannintarado #instafandesenho
#animes #otaku #otomes #otakugirls #animesbrasil #otakufandom #animesworld #japan #mangá #kaori #roy #saobe #cityhunter #guns #death

🎵Babe, I want your love Babe, I want your love Hold me now, I just can't get enough 🎶 . . |Sarai . Parecerias: @comentariootaku @bulmania_ @enquetes_de_animes @nagato_senpao @tobiramacoach @erza_indelicada @yami_.senpai @_otakuh_ @passou.no.anime @b4ka_0tome @tia_tsunade @_otomezinhaa @momento_otaku.br @haize_oz @jovemmelancolico @animefrasex @kira_nordestino @animes_touya_ofc . Nos sigam e indiquem a página: @saraianimes . ••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••• . {Tags} #saraianimes #animesanalises #kirishimaninja #clubee_otaku #aliançaotaku #kurokumosensei #bulmania #erzaindelicada #otakulunadisney #sannintarado #instafandesenho #animes #otaku #otomes #otakugirls #animesbrasil #otakufandom #animesworld #japan #mangá #kaori #roy #saobe #cityhunter #guns #death


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“Doesn't everything die at last, and too soon?  Tell me, what is it you plan to do
With your one wild and precious life?” - Mary Oliver
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#poetry #poem #life #death #sunsets #sunsetsofinstagram #sunset #nature #trees #treestagram #travel #naturephotography #landscape #landscapephotography #poetsofinstagram

“Doesn't everything die at last, and too soon? Tell me, what is it you plan to do With your one wild and precious life?” - Mary Oliver 🌑 🌗 ✨ #poetry #poem #life #death #sunsets #sunsetsofinstagram #sunset #nature #trees #treestagram #travel #naturephotography #landscape #landscapephotography #poetsofinstagram


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Dystopia ‘91

Dystopia ‘91


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●ØĦ Ɖ₳ɌⱠƗ₦₲, ĦɆ ₦Ɇ⩔ɆɌ ⱠØ⩔ɆƉ ¥ØɄ●
#darkness #dark #suicide #hell #devil #scream #jeeperscreepers  #life #angel #demon #scream #death #safety  #love #monsters #demon

●ØĦ Ɖ₳ɌⱠƗ₦₲, ĦɆ ₦Ɇ⩔ɆɌ ⱠØ⩔ɆƉ ¥ØɄ● #darkness #dark #suicide #hell #devil #scream #jeeperscreepers  #life #angel #demon #scream #death #safety #love #monsters #demon


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Lore of Olympus  Au’s is all I can think off
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AU - Persephone Loves Minthe instead of Hades, Minthe seems to like her Back but Minthe is already dating Hades, when Persephone finds this out she just crys all night until she Realised the only way to keep Minthe to herself is to kidnap her so she does. She keeps her in a bird cage so only she can see Minthes Beauty .
Dt @kiwi_edits.13
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#loreolympus #loreofolympusedit #loreolympusedit #persephone #persephoneedit #death #edit #videoedit #webtoons #webtoonsedit #videostar

Lore of Olympus Au’s is all I can think off . AU - Persephone Loves Minthe instead of Hades, Minthe seems to like her Back but Minthe is already dating Hades, when Persephone finds this out she just crys all night until she Realised the only way to keep Minthe to herself is to kidnap her so she does. She keeps her in a bird cage so only she can see Minthes Beauty . Dt @kiwi_edits.13 . . . #loreolympus #loreofolympusedit #loreolympusedit #persephone #persephoneedit #death #edit #videoedit #webtoons #webtoonsedit #videostar


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While you dance all night
You watch as the web gets tighter
These are the reasons why a butterfly can't love a spider.

#butterfly #death #summer #insect #beautiful 
@frankcarter23 @andtherattlesnakes

While you dance all night You watch as the web gets tighter These are the reasons why a butterfly can't love a spider. #butterfly #death #summer #insect #beautiful @frankcarter23 @andtherattlesnakes


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Camiseta Básica Tradicional Dissection!
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Há apenas magia!  A atmosfera que permeia toda a obra, grandioso, frio e maligno! Todos saúdam o Dissection! O Death Metal de Entombed, Dismember e Grave estavam dominando a cena do metal extremo Sueco, e a segunda onda do Black Metal estava começando a levantar sua cabeça no horizonte. Bandas como Unanimated, Decameron, Lord Belial e assim por diante começaram a surgir, mas nenhuma foi tão competente quanto a feroz e maligna geração de Jon Nödtveidt, o poderoso Dissection! A frieza que emana da própria essência da expressão musical de Nödtveidt é nada menos que fôlego! Explosões malignas de vomitar enxofre, maldades puras, melodias arrepiantes que assombram seus sonhos à noite, estruturas de música inovadoras que mantêm você sempre atento, majestoso e profundo! Para sempre Dissection...
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🌐 Encomendas pelo site: www.nephthysarteextrema.loja2.com.br ou via DM.
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#metalart #dissectionband #art #blackmetal #headbanger #metalgirl #trueblackmetal #dissectionband #blackmetal #dissection #metalhead #deathmetal #swedishblackmetal #jonnödtveidt #metal 
#melodicblackmetal #melodicdeathmetal #death #occultism #chaos #anticosmic #satanism

Camiseta Básica Tradicional Dissection! . Há apenas magia!  A atmosfera que permeia toda a obra, grandioso, frio e maligno! Todos saúdam o Dissection! O Death Metal de Entombed, Dismember e Grave estavam dominando a cena do metal extremo Sueco, e a segunda onda do Black Metal estava começando a levantar sua cabeça no horizonte. Bandas como Unanimated, Decameron, Lord Belial e assim por diante começaram a surgir, mas nenhuma foi tão competente quanto a feroz e maligna geração de Jon Nödtveidt, o poderoso Dissection! A frieza que emana da própria essência da expressão musical de Nödtveidt é nada menos que fôlego! Explosões malignas de vomitar enxofre, maldades puras, melodias arrepiantes que assombram seus sonhos à noite, estruturas de música inovadoras que mantêm você sempre atento, majestoso e profundo! Para sempre Dissection... . 🌐 Encomendas pelo site: www.nephthysarteextrema.loja2.com.br ou via DM. . #metalart #dissectionband #art #blackmetal #headbanger #metalgirl #trueblackmetal #dissectionband #blackmetal #dissection #metalhead #deathmetal #swedishblackmetal #jonnödtveidt #metal #melodicblackmetal #melodicdeathmetal #death #occultism #chaos #anticosmic #satanism


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Repost @untwineme.usa #Featured on #UntwineMeUSA @neva_bell_books ❤
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Use the hashtag #UntwineMeUSA 🇺🇸 to get featured. Writers, poets, photographers, artists, musicians and all creative walks of life have a chance to be featured. 
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Curated by @robertjw4688 ✒
#untwineme #untwinemeusa #America #USA  #igersusa #writersofinstagram #prose #life #death #poetry #poet #writing #amwriting #poetryofinstagram #instapoet #spilledink  #writersofig #poetsofig #inkedwords #writercommunity #poetsofinstagram #writingcommunity  #poetrycommunity

Repost @untwineme.usa #Featured on #UntwineMeUSA @neva_bell_books ❤ ______________________________ Use the hashtag #UntwineMeUSA 🇺🇸 to get featured. Writers, poets, photographers, artists, musicians and all creative walks of life have a chance to be featured. _______________________________ Curated by @robertjw4688#untwineme #untwinemeusa #America #USA  #igersusa #writersofinstagram #prose #life #death #poetry #poet #writing #amwriting #poetryofinstagram #instapoet #spilledink  #writersofig #poetsofig #inkedwords #writercommunity #poetsofinstagram #writingcommunity  #poetrycommunity


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você não pode nos cuspir, mas somos tão difíceis de engolir...

você não pode nos cuspir, mas somos tão difíceis de engolir...


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Big shout out to Harry, splatter filmmaker and founder of Hardgore Corr Productions, proudly displaying the HARDGORE shirt which features his likeness. 
#vhs #horror #snuff #bootleg #cult #death #sov #commission #cryptdrypt #comingsoon #gore #tshirt #merch #drop #collection #hard

Big shout out to Harry, splatter filmmaker and founder of Hardgore Corr Productions, proudly displaying the HARDGORE shirt which features his likeness. #vhs #horror #snuff #bootleg #cult #death #sov #commission #cryptdrypt #comingsoon #gore #tshirt #merch #drop #collection #hard


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Only a few days left for #Episode4 of #LifeisStrange2
All decisions come together here. #Life or #death. What happens to #Finn, you decide. What causes #Daniel's burst?
@lifeisstrangegame #VirtualPhotography #games #lis

Only a few days left for #Episode4 of #LifeisStrange2 All decisions come together here. #Life or #death. What happens to #Finn, you decide. What causes #Daniel's burst? @lifeisstrangegame #VirtualPhotography #games #lis


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Twisted Alice w.i.p 🍭
#fivediamondstattoo

Twisted Alice w.i.p 🍭 #fivediamondstattoo


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‘And he said unto them, When ye pray, say, Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so in earth. Give us day by day our daily bread. And forgive us our sins; for we also forgive every one that is indebted to us. And lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil.’
‭‭Luke‬ ‭11:2-4‬ ‭KJV‬‬

‘And he said unto them, When ye pray, say, Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so in earth. Give us day by day our daily bread. And forgive us our sins; for we also forgive every one that is indebted to us. And lead us not into temptation; but deliver us from evil.’ ‭‭Luke‬ ‭11:2-4‬ ‭KJV‬‬


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The Endless. This piece is the longest I’ve ever worked on and I learned a lot from it.
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 #sandman #theendless #art #digitalart #procreate #artistsoninstagram #dccomics #vertigo #neilgaiman #dream #desire #death #delirium #destruction #destiny #despair #graphicnovel #comics #ipad

The Endless. This piece is the longest I’ve ever worked on and I learned a lot from it. . . . . #sandman #theendless #art #digitalart #procreate #artistsoninstagram #dccomics #vertigo #neilgaiman #dream #desire #death #delirium #destruction #destiny #despair #graphicnovel #comics #ipad


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When you step foot on the stage of #DOOM and you hear #burnsandmccoy are doing the event....please do yourself a favor and #runtothehills. .
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#competition #food #eating #dogs #competitiveeating #poorsoul #haha #suckers #sorrynotsorry #PDX #sauce #hotsauce #pepper #chile #chili #reaper #death #fun

When you step foot on the stage of #DOOM and you hear #burnsandmccoy are doing the event....please do yourself a favor and #runtothehills. . . . #competition #food #eating #dogs #competitiveeating #poorsoul #haha #suckers #sorrynotsorry #PDX #sauce #hotsauce #pepper #chile #chili #reaper #death #fun


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#TeachingsOf_SaintRampalJi
#teacher #teachersofinstagram  #teacherlife #Guru #sacredteachings  #spiritual #spiritualawakening #spirituality #awaken #wisdom #mind #namaste #peace #tobacco #alcohol #drugs #dance #party #death #God #Lord
सोए गुरु पूरा कहाए, जो दो अखर का भेद बताए
एक लखावे एक छुड़ावे,तो प्राणी निज घर को जाए।।
सतगुरु रामपाल जी बताते हैं दुराचार पाप है।
उनके शिष्य बहन बेटी से कोई गलत गतिविधि नहीं करते। संत रामपाल जी महाराज
सत भक्ति बताते है कि
 पूर्ण परमात्मा का वास्तविक लाभ और हमारे पाप कर्मों का नाश कैसे होगा तथा भक्ति की सही विधि क्या है इन सब का लाभ हमे तत्व दर्शी संत की शरण मे जाने से होगा जो हमे यथार्थ ज्ञान देते हैं जिससे मनुष्य जीवन का कल्याण संभव है उनके पास असली मंत्र है अधिक जानकारी के लिए उनके सत्संग सुने
अवश्य देखिये सच्चा सत्संग
Sadhna TV 7:30 PM
Ishwer TV 8=30 PM
Shradha mh1 2:00 PM
Vani TV  9:30 PM
Nepal 1  5:45 AM

#TeachingsOf_SaintRampalJi #teacher #teachersofinstagram #teacherlife #Guru #sacredteachings #spiritual #spiritualawakening #spirituality #awaken #wisdom #mind #namaste #peace #tobacco #alcohol #drugs #dance #party #death #God #Lord सोए गुरु पूरा कहाए, जो दो अखर का भेद बताए एक लखावे एक छुड़ावे,तो प्राणी निज घर को जाए।। सतगुरु रामपाल जी बताते हैं दुराचार पाप है। उनके शिष्य बहन बेटी से कोई गलत गतिविधि नहीं करते। संत रामपाल जी महाराज सत भक्ति बताते है कि पूर्ण परमात्मा का वास्तविक लाभ और हमारे पाप कर्मों का नाश कैसे होगा तथा भक्ति की सही विधि क्या है इन सब का लाभ हमे तत्व दर्शी संत की शरण मे जाने से होगा जो हमे यथार्थ ज्ञान देते हैं जिससे मनुष्य जीवन का कल्याण संभव है उनके पास असली मंत्र है अधिक जानकारी के लिए उनके सत्संग सुने अवश्य देखिये सच्चा सत्संग Sadhna TV 7:30 PM Ishwer TV 8=30 PM Shradha mh1 2:00 PM Vani TV 9:30 PM Nepal 1 5:45 AM


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Goodbye, Dad. Until next time....
#death #fcancer #funerals

Goodbye, Dad. Until next time.... #death #fcancer #funerals


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If you died right now, would you be ready? ☠️⛓🔪 •
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#blackaesthetic #death #graveyard

If you died right now, would you be ready? ☠️⛓🔪 • • • • #softgirlaesthetic #pinkaesthetic #adolescentcontent #photography #blackaesthetic #death #graveyard


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If you died right now, would you be ready? ☠️⛓🔪 •
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#blackaesthetic #death #graveyard #picsart

If you died right now, would you be ready? ☠️⛓🔪 • • • • #softgirlaesthetic #pinkaesthetic #adolescentcontent #photography #blackaesthetic #death #graveyard #picsart


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Where do you sit on the food chain? Optional caption - “Nature is a scary mfer” #nature #frog #fly #spider #death #foodchain #nationalgeographic #foodchain #slomo #gh5 #avd #death

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🔥AMERICAN HORROR STORY 1984🔥
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SEPTEMBER 18!!!
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#americanhorrorstory#ahs#1984#2019#serietv#horror#death#morte#💀#🔪#scary#fire#fuoco#🔥#fox#september18

🔥AMERICAN HORROR STORY 1984🔥 • SEPTEMBER 18!!! • #americanhorrorstory #ahs #1984 #2019 #serietv #horror #death #morte#💀#🔪 #scary #fire #fuoco#🔥 #fox #september18


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If you died right now, would you be ready? ☠️⛓🔪 •
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•#softgirlaesthetic #pinkaesthetic #adolescentcontent #photography 
#blackaesthetic #death #graveyard

If you died right now, would you be ready? ☠️⛓🔪 • • • • #softgirlaesthetic #pinkaesthetic #adolescentcontent #photography #blackaesthetic #death #graveyard


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