September 19// 3:09 am: you're not mine anymore but I'm yours, I'll always fucking be yours. It's so sick, you ripped my chest open and left me laying on the bathroom floor to rot but we both know that if you showed up to my house 6 years from now looking for a heart to break, I'd give you mine all over again. [delivered]
September 17// 2:07am: I just wanted to tell you that I miss you.[delivered]
September 17// 4:02 am: I really fucking miss you [delivered]
November 18// 5:14 pm: I kissed someone else today and he didn't make my mouth bleed the way you always did but I still wished you were the one I was kissing [delivered]
December 4// 3:38 am: you're such a dick hah [delivered]
December 4// 3:41 am: I'm still in love with you [delivered]
December 16// 8:16 am: omf it's still hard to sleep without you what the fuck did you do to me. You were the kind of boy who tasted like stars and kissed like outer space but you turned my insides black [delivered]
March 11// 4:02 pm: This boy told me he loved me and I wanted so badly to get butterflies and grab him and kiss him because I think he's good, y'know? Like, maybe he won't break me but everytime he says it i just get sick because I can't stop thinking about all the times you told me you loved me and probably never meant it [delivered]
April 17// 5:22 am: you ruined me [delivered]
April 21// 11:55 pm: I'd still kiss you if I could [delivered]
May 8// 4:06 am: your drunk and you just left me a voicemail and i think it was an accident but this is the first time I've heard your voice in months and i can't stop shaking, i miss you, i miss you [delivered]
June 4th // 3:17 am: your eyes were like one of those pretty spiderwebs covered in raindrops that look like diamonds and I got trapped in you and you ate me alive, what the fuck, i just wanted to hold your hand [delivered]
June 13 // 2:17 pm: My mom just asked what happened to us and I threw up [delivered]
13 texts I shouldn't have sent.
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